My choice
20:14 Jun 19 2011
Times Read: 564






It's my 9th playthrough of DA2 and this is the first time I've ever had this particular dialogue. Proof that there are still some new things in there.



Things are quiet here, partly because I have nothing to say, and no want to say anything. The world keeps turning around and I keep sitting on it. I just don't really have anything special any more. It's kind of like realising that you can no longer see a particular colour. Things still function perfectly well... there's just that added greyness there now.



I will be forever struggling after that little thing that I miss, but forget more and more each day, until even the memory is fully gone and I no longer realise what I was struggling over.



*shrugs*

13:43 Jun 11 2011
Times Read: 586

That's it. I officially give up. I'm too old for this shit. I'm just going to sit back and buy stocks in Energiser, and spend my quite substantial pay packet on myself from here on out, because quite frankly it's not worth it, as much as I might long for it to be otherwise.



I would have thought that at my age I had figured out that there's no such thing as a happily ever after. Or true love. Or hell, even a romance that works. Evidently not. Or at least, not for me. I could sit here forever screaming WHY to an uncaring universe but hey I learned a while ago that that never works. So from now on it's all about me, by myself, the way it was evidently intended to be.

21:28 Jun 05 2011
Times Read: 595

Half of me wants to sing and run and dance and skip around madly, and the other half is waiting for the inevitable crushing despair that comes with the rejection that's bound to happen, because it always does.



Please don't let it be like that this time. I really like this one.



...And also it's like some god somewhere, in a fit of I don't know what, read my list of what I want and ticked off ALL the boxes and handed it back to me with a smile. Because, damn. Everything is there. EVERYTHING.